24 yr old girl/very large baby trying to rock while sitting on her bed without it sounding like she's vigorously masturbating. #autisticpplprobs
I like stimming, affect management via "cute aggression," and never leaving my house.
I haven’t talked about this bc it feels really braggy and I feel rly rly spoiled and guilty and gross about it and also I’m rly skeptical that the future actually exists but…My aunt and uncle are moving to England for a year or so and my family and I are going to visit them in May/June! They’re living in a village outside London so we’ll stay with them for a week and then go to London for the last bit. AND drumrlll plsssssssssss My sister and I are going to see One Direction the first night they play Wembley stadium! it’s going to be so awesome and so weird.
honestly, I feel guilty for not being more excited about it but I guess partly its “the future isn’t real” and partly “anything that should or could bring me joy brings me A N XI E T Y in equal or greater measure.”
but anyway yeah I guess that’s really happening ;__; pray 4 me